Thursday, June 15, 2006
while im gg off t get away frm de busy mugging life and sort out my thoughts, im gg t leave my blog t rot.
t those out there who read my blog, awww so sad you cant read abt my life anymore. i know you wldn't care, but i just don't want those sickening assholes out there t judge me using YOUR standards. my life is out of bounds t you.
i don't care whether you are those who read my blog just cos you're bored, or you're one of those who wna find out how bad im living my life, or those who genuinely care for me. too bad, i can't be your source of entertainment anymore. for those who participated in my life but you're just one passing shadow t me, well all i hv t say is WE ARE 2 DIFFERENT PERSONS.
thank you for your patronage.
i just wana take a deep breath
11:17 PM
Friday, June 09, 2006
no more distractions in my life.
im stamping all of them out.
im concentrating on my STUDIES and HOCKEY.
studies: im promising myself that i'll hv interest in de subjects im studying, and not give up halfway. although i told myself that i hv t hv fun during my 2 yrs in AJ, de primary purpose of me studying is t get EXCELLENT GRADES.
hockey: although trngs nowadays are getting more and more distasteful and annoying, and im rly dreading trng now, i still love hockey. hockey's gna be an impt part of my life frm now on, so i'll just concentrate on getting into 1st 11 :)
THERE'S NO MORE PLACE FOR RUBBISH IN MY LIFE. IM GIVING UP WHAT I HV RIGHT NOW, AND I SHLD HV DONE THAT LONG AGO.
i just wana take a deep breath
1:02 AM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
these few days i had real fun eating breakfast with toy every morning since monday. haha, it's almost becoming a habit. but oh well, BONDING. =DD monday, we met at amk central and ate mos. aft which, we knew we were gg t be late for econs lecture, so we just skipped. went t de library, intending t revise econs. but i slept! hahah, whatever. then we were late for trng. toy and i gave some v v v lame excuse t ms tay as t why we were late. im surprised she believed it. just as well, hahaha.
yesterday, i was late for our breakfast date. it wasn't on purpose, like duh. i was supposed t mt rae and toy at 0745, but i woke up at 0745. first time this is happening. i had t treat those 2 a cup of milo each, MAN. aft de lectures, my class went t ms sabariah's hse for lunch cum lesson! her cooking is rly superb man. laksa and chicken rice, YUM YUM! her daughter is just sooooo pretty and cute. but too bad, she was kinda scared of us. wanted t bribe her w xuefen's mars bar, but we failed terribly. hahaha. and it was rly weird having lessons at ms sabariah's hse. but i don't mind having more of these!
had breakfast date w toy AGAIN, haha. we slowly walked frm amk central t aj, and in de end we were late for maths lecture. so heck, we just skipped de lecture and went t de sch library t study. it's like de 2nd lecture i skipped in this wk. power man. aft which, i went for de physics lecture. but de thing is I DON'T TAKE PHYSICS! i just go for fun lor. stayed in one corner, reading reader's digest and listening t mp3. i tell ya, it's a real pleasure man. thus for trng, de 4 of us plus yanling were late. ms tay said we are t run our 3 rounds aft trng, but i guess she forgot and we didn't bother telling her. however, i compensated for de 3 rounds =DDD
i just wana take a deep breath
11:12 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
im irritated. this procession of lighted trucks and such just had t travel past my hse. and they were making a hell lot of noise. like those opera kind of music?? CHIANG CHIANG CHIANG? oh please, shut up.
im feeling v v whiney now. im not feeling de way i shld, like i feel gd cos i hv sth GOOD t look forward t. like there's still sth that wld make me happy, and i know that it's gna happen. but now, IT ISN'T. it just isn't gna happen. and my heart feels real heavy now.
i just wana take a deep breath
10:27 PM
hello june!! as much as i like you, but why did you hv t come so soon? your arrival means that i hv t mug like mad. ah crap. im just talking nonsense.
i suddenly miss my hockey babes so much. it's been a week since i met them!! oh man. de 3 of them are like in camp, leaving me all alone. so sad right. but they're back!! im so happy. =DDD
i guess that i just hv t trust de ppl arnd me MORE.
youyin, if you're reading this, i just wna say im so so so sorry t forget when's your bday, hahaha what kind of friend i am. lousy right? but don't worry, i wont forget this day EVER. and im so excited abt our date this coming thurs!! :))
shld i cut my hair like REAL short? like short till i cant tie up at all. im always having this urge t do that.
i just wana take a deep breath
2:59 PM
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
i don't know why i did THAT this morning. i was just being crazy. YOU ARE TOO.
hahahaha.
i just wana take a deep breath
1:15 PM
Monday, May 29, 2006
hello hello morning! i just finished bathing, de second time in de morning hahaha. i just ran 2.4 in sch!! and im so glad i did it under 14 mins, k im lousy but still. tsk. thanks t my hockey babes, i din give up! cos toy and i went for breakfast earlier in de morning, we ate bak chor mee somemore. DAMN FULL! and aft i ran, i rly rly felt like vomiting and my stomach hurts like mad. so im back here at home t get some pills and bathe.
i think i better rush back t sch. my hockey babes (kaifong, rae and toy) are waiting for me back in sch. tata!
i just wana take a deep breath
10:52 AM
this video brought back a lot of memories, BACK IN PRI SCH. haha, my class performed a dance t this song, and i rly enjoyed myself back then. i rly rly miss 6A1!! i miss holy! :((
and we used that a-niu's song, dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai for a boy-girl dance as well. dammit hilarious! and i rmbred i was de tallest among de A1 girls who danced. NOW? haha, one of de shortest. it's alright, it's perfectly alright t be short =D
there's trng tmr, and we're wearing shinguards now. oh crap, my shinguards STINK LIKE HELL. cos i kept them in de plastic bag since our last trng w de j2s? haha, that was LONG LONG ago.
i just wana take a deep breath
12:40 AM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
IM SICK AND TIRED OF LOSING STUFF.
CAN MY STUFF JUST MAGICALLY POP OUT SOMEWHERE??
I HATE THIS.
i just wana take a deep breath
11:34 PM
